"That's where you're wrong," Cally's smile is still ever so resigned, ever so gentle - she refuses to go into this kicking and screaming; that's make it worse. "Everybody has somebody who'd miss them - everybody has somebody who'd care, it's a fact of life."

She blinks at the pill swallowing, narrows her eyes in thought for a moment at what exactly that pill will do... But then dismisses it; the point of the blade is already over her heart and she's too busy silently saying goodbye to actually care that much.

It's scary, terrifying actually, but it's better than she thought it'd be.